|im a fucking loser i know
||[Jun. 10th, 2006|03:31 am]
I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK
but okay so i cut for the first time tonight, and i kinda like the rush, but burning is still something i enjoy, but its not what im posting about...okay for some reason im really depressed tonight, i know you can't tell, trust me i am, but its like this cutting tonight, well during it i was like god im so fucked up, i hope someone notices these, for like five seconds , and i thought about it and its a stupid thought, but i was like i know i dont b/c people will be like oh emo kid or think im crazy, but its like iwant someone to help me and get me out of my depression has anyone else been like that?|
and no before you go on some rant about attention SI its not like that, no one knows i burn and its like this, i dont go around telling people, so dont go k thanks?